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Fears Abounding

I’m not one to cower from difficult situations generally. In fact, I usually thrive on them.

So why in the hell am I scared of my externship?

It’s so incredibly weird. I’ve got some skills and I’m competent. It’s just.. dicey emotionally… and I hate the prospect of failing. There is this residual childhood need to be perfect, and it’s manifesting itself in a most disturbing way right now. Gotta work thru this somehow because I’ve frankly got no other choice but to.

It’s probably why I’m such a control freak too. 🙁 Sigh. Reset the brain… reset the brain…

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